What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

Looking at them when they’re telling me how they feel. Because how people feel about me is usually either based on a false impression or negative. I have a hard time looking into Kakashi’s eyes because doing it makes me want to roll over and show my belly, but that’s a little different. 

Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?

That’s an issue because right now, she’s my fuckbuddy, I really enjoy having sex with her, and I’d have to stop because it wouldn’t be fair to her feelings to continue. 

It hasn’t happened and I hope it doesn’t. 

Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?

I wouldn’t. 

He was my rapist. 

Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?

It was my brother. 

If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

Eat my husband’s marinated soy. I hear it’s delicious, but it would kill me if I stood within five feet. 

Fucking anaphylaxis.

Interact with me. I'm by myself and bored.

25 DEEP Questions.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
11. Does love = sex?
12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
22. Are you old fashioned?
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

Dumb Relationship Questions. Fuck why are there so many. You cannot be this interested in my love life to ask this many. There should be like…5. If even that.

thephonehasbeendis-connected:

1. Are looks important in a relationship? Yes. 

2. Are relationships ever worth it? Yes. 

3. Are you a virgin? Fuck no. 

4. Are you in a relationship? Married. 

5. Are you in love? Yes. 

6. Are you single this year? No. 

7. Can you commit to one person? Yes, as long as they don’t mind me making additional commitments to others. 

8. Describe your crush: He’s tall and blond. 

9. Describe your perfect mate: He’s tall and blond. 

10. Do you believe in love at first sight? No. 

11. Do you ever want to get married? I  already am married. 

12. Do you forgive betrayal? With difficulty. 

13. Do you get jealous easily? Sometimes. 

14. Do you have a crush on anyone? Yes. 

15. Do you have any piercings? Eighteen. 

16. Do you have any tattoos? Four. 

17. Do you like kissing in public? Yes. 

20. Do you shower every day? Yes. 

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Yes. My husband. 

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Yes. 

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yes. 

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Yes. 

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? Yes. 

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yes. 

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? No. 

28. Have you ever been cheated on? No. 

29. Have you ever cheated on someone? No. 

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? No. 

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? Yes. 

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? No. 

33. Have you ever had sex with a man? Yes. 

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? Yes. 

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? My husband has thirteen years on me. 

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? No. I hate all my best friends. That’s why they’re my friends. 

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Yes. 

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yes. 

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? I spent an obnoxious amount of time pining over my husband before he became my husband. 

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Yes. 

41. Have you had sex so far this year? I average about eight times a week. 

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? I touch with my hands immediately. As for how long before I get turned on, depends on how sensual the initial kiss is and how hard my husband’s pushing me up against any given surface. 

43. How long was your longest relationship? I’ve been married for almost four years. 

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? Three. 

45. How many people did you kiss in 2011? Two. 

46. How many times did you have sex last year? Going by averages, at least 416. 

47. How old are you? Twenty-one. 

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? “Good, use protection.” 

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? I like the way my husband pulls my hair when he fucks me. 

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? It’s my husband. Depends on what he did to piss me off. 

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Yes. 

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? In a romantic sense? No. 

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? My father. 

54. Is there someone you will never forget? In a romantic sense? Yeah. 

55. Share a relationship story. I was married for six months before my husband and I had our first kiss. 

56. State 8 facts about your body: I’m far-sighted. I wear a size 7 ring. I can put my ankles behind my head. I have a scar on my shoulder. I’m extremely sensitive. I have latex-fruit syndrome. I can drink my husband under the table. I get migraines. 

57. Things you want to say to an ex: “Thanks for the screw.” 

58. What are five ways to win your heart? Hold on when the going’s rough. Shove me down and fuck me hard. Accept every part of me, even the parts that are fucked up beyond reason. Make me tea. Tell me it’s okay to fuck up. 

59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!) 

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? Current partners? Thirteen years. The biggest age difference I’ve ever had was thirty-eight years. 

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? Physical strength. 

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? Beat the shit out of me. 

63. What is your definition of “having sex”? consensual stimulation of sexual organs. 

64. What is your definition of cheating? Lying about who you’re sleeping with. 

65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? Bondage and sensory deprivation. 

66. What is your favourite roleplay? Master/slave. 

67. What is your idea of the perfect date? Dinner at a sushi restaurant followed by obnoxiously loud, rough sex. 

68. What is your sexual orientation? Fuck-me-sexual. 

69. What turns you off? Vanilla sex. 

70. What turns you on? Kinky sex. 

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? When my husband was on a business trip, I dreamed he came home, bent me over the kitchen counter, and fucked me with a vibrator for over an hour without letting me come. I woke up shaking. 

72. What words do you like to hear during sex? “Good boy” and “little slut”. 

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? I’d like my husband to give me a backrub. My shoulders are killing me. 

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? Physique. 

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Husband bought me an apple tree as a wedding present. 

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? I drew him a bubble bath, washed his hair for him, scrubbed his back, shaved his face, moisturized and massaged every inch of his skin, knelt by the tub while he soaked, dried him off, and put him to bed without sex   when he’d had a really hellish finals week. 

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? It’s hot. 

78. What’s your dirtiest secret? If I told you, it wouldn’t be a secret, would it. 

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? Husband brought someone home the first week we were married. 

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Twenty minutes ago. 

81. Who are five people you find attractive? My husband, my best friend from middle school, this asshole from battle of the bands, my new gardener, and my cousin. 

82. Who is the last person you hugged? Husband. 

83. Who was your first kiss with? Best friend from middle school. 

84. Why did your last relationship fail? Hn. 

85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? No. 

86. You’ll love me if you like dramatic nutcases. 

(Source: myegotisticalindulgences)

This meme is incredibly dumb.

Have you ever:
1) Self harmed? Yeah.
2) Got into a real fight? Yeah.
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? Yeah.
4) Tried to commit suicide? Yeah.
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? Yeah.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? Game of Thrones.
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? Yes.
8) Accused someone of using you? Yes.
9) Shoplifted? Yes.
10) Gotten drunk/high? Yes.
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? No.
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? No.
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal? No. Haven't been in a while.
14) Bored? Yes.
15) Avoiding someone? Nobody left to avoid.
16) Avoiding some task? I'm supposed to be writing an essay about flogging.
17) Depressed? No.
18) Crying? No.
19) Annoyed with a friend? I don't have any friends.
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? Not really.
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily? Depends on how well my medications are working.
22) Get jealous/envious easily? Only if my trust has been betrayed.
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? Yes.
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? Yes.
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? I don't go to school.
26) Go out drinking? Occasionally.
27) Smoke cigarettes? Yes, cloves.
28) Smoke weed? Yes.
29) Do any hard drugs? No.
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? Because pot is therapeutic for PTSD patients and hard drugs have more lasting and serious side effects.
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? Not really.
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Yes.
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? Yes.
34) Believe people deserve second chances? Rarely.
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) In most cases.
36) Think things will get better? No, things are okay right now.
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? Yes. I fucked up breakfast today and I know I have corner time for it later.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) Yes.
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair? Spiky hair.
40) nice smile OR nice abs? Abs.
41) nice smile OR nice chest? Nice chest.
42) Shy OR open? Open.
43) Eyes OR body? Eyes.
44) Religious OR non-religious? Non-religious.
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? Caring.
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? Non-straight edge.
47) Piercings OR no piercings? Piercings.
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? Tattoos.
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? Quiet.
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? Friends.
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? Yes.
52) Smoke weed? Yes.
53) Smoke cigarettes? Yes.
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? Yes.
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? Depends on their commitment to taking responsibility.
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? No. I made a promise.
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? Yes.
58) Join a band as a part time activity? Yes.
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? Yes.
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? Yes.
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? No.
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? Yes.
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? Yes.
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? No.
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a douche to other people? Yes.
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? No.
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? Yes.
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? Yes.
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? Any part that needed it.
70) Sleep naked? I do regularly.
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange? Black.
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? No.
73) Cellphone or Computer? Computer.
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? Coke.
75) Tumblr OR Friends? Friends.
76) Apple OR PC? PC.
77) TV Shows OR Movies? Movies.
78) Old bands OR new Bands? Old.
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? Alt.
80) Reading OR Listening to music? Music.
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. Pepsi. Less sweet.
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? Change. I'd like to be less symptomatic.
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? Clean vocal bridge.
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. Jonny Craig because he looks like he could beat me up more easily.
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. Craig is a nicer name.
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? Documentary. My life is a fucking tragedy.
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? Europe.
88) Shoes OR Shirts? Shirts.
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? Chelsea Grin because suicide is not "edgy".
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. Stay at school. My husband supports me and I don't have a degree yet.
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. Yes.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? Yes.
93) Do you want to travel when you are older? Why do I have to be older?
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? No.
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? Yes.
96) Rather be the opposite gender? No.
97) What will you name your son/daughter? Not having kids.
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? Yes.
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. I don't care enough about music I dislike to actively hate anything.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? I'm emotional, damaged and selfish.

I remember my brother, my mother, my father and I taking a walk in a park. I was in a pram and my brother kept pushing my hair out of my eyes. My mother was singing, but I can’t remember what. 

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kosmonauttihai:

Name: Sassy

Gender: Male

Age: 21

Birth date: July 23

Place of birth: Kyoto, Japan

Current place of residence: In a house that’s way too big for us.

Heritage: Japanese. 

Siblings: An older brother.

Parents: My mother is dead and I am dead to my father. 

Religious/Spiritual affiliation: Secular humanist. 

Pets: My husband has a dog named Pakkun. I hate him and he hates me. 

Marital status: Married. 

Sexual orientation: Cockslut.

Tattoos/piercings: I have eighteen piercings and four tattoos.  

Glasses: Red ones for reading.

PC or Mac: PC. 

Mobile phone: It works.

Do you believe in ghosts? Yes. 

Do you believe in UFOs? This is a stupid question. 

Abortion: I don’t have a uterus ergo not my problem.

Death penalty: In a perfect world, yes.

Gay marriage: Too late, I’m already gay married.

Where have you traveled? Japan a million times. My husband took me to Morocco for our honeymoon. 

Where else can you be found on the internet? I have a fetlife profile and I’m not telling you what it is.

(Source: qichi)